angry,disappointed,scared,confused,sad,in disbelief, hurt,sad and confused,again,unsafe,helpless,depressed,defeated,hopeless,anxious and fearful,heartbroken,wondering: why?,doesn’t feel real,not very surprised:(,scared/concerned,to see it happen,appalled,melancholic,devastated,i want to be home,like i need prepare,anxious,annoyed,concerned,ok,it boils my blood to,devastated and angry,upset,pissed,ignored,