disgust,horrible,uncomfortable,hurt,awkward,memories,disgusting,empty,unpleasant,horrific,unethical,bland,wow,confused,sickening,what the hell,sad,shocked,unwanted,anger & hatred,detailed,systematic,traumatic,it seems very barbaric in a way,why is serena joy there,nothing,damn,raw,shock,graphic,reprehensible,disturbing,eww,crazy,disgusted,loathing,cringe,why,hatred,